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Merry Xmas… Ho HO Ho!!!

December 24, 2008 Sahil Katyal 2 comments

Merry Xmas fellas :)

When i was in a convent school, christmas celebrations meant so so much… each class was given a separate tree, which we were to decorate within the given time… it was so much fun… we all used to put all our best efforts in making it as pretty as possible… and then used to sing some carols alongwith our teachers…

so till today, the spirit is still alive within me… and i do live each xmas as i should… decorate a tree, go to the church and eat lots of cakes and chocolates, sing aloud and wait for the Santa to come alongwith Rudolf on the roof of my house… :)

merry xmas again… HO HO HO !!! (santa style :P )

Categories: Gen

Dear ROCK…

December 24, 2008 Sahil Katyal 13 comments

dear rock,ROCK

All my life i have wondered how good your life is… You got no feeling, feelings that cause so much pain, so much troubles and so much loss in life… You don’t need anyone around you because loneliness does not bother you… Another rock is just a rock to you… not like another person to us for whom we may have feelings… feelings that cause the aforementioned results…

Why did you have such a good luck??? What did you do in your past life that you got to be a ROCK this time??? yes, it may sound wierd or even funny, but yes, i do envy u ROCK. You never have to deal with a broken heart arising from a loved one going away… you never have to feel the effect of distance creeping into a relation… you might never feel the corruption and the dishonesty that has become so prevalent these days, and as long as the worst pain i.e. the pain within the heart eludes you, you are really in luck, and so i do envy you…

If only i could have been like you… bold, without the fear from the agony that might follow an action, without the fear of my heart breaking, and without love… love that leads to so much good and bad, and is yet so important to us mortals… oh ROCK… i really envy you… a LoT….

Categories: Random thoughts

a feeling called sad…

December 22, 2008 Sahil Katyal 7 comments

why do i feel so strange at times?? why does it feel that you are slowly drifting away… into the darkness that surrounds us… away from me… away from all the feelings that bind us together… all this seems so wierd at times… so out of the world… and yet we are together… our feelings, being so different at times that they clash… leading to all the pain and sadness… maybe its all paranoia… all useless thinking messing up my mind… but indeed… its what i think at times…. its what troubles me… its what i hate… hate a lot… its what makes me sad…

exams over.. back home.. :)

December 18, 2008 Sahil Katyal 4 comments

my exams got over on the 13th…  was such a tough tym, almost killed me… and those days even had so much fun :) … lol not the exam part, but things like Rungoo’s b’day… the day that we got our repwri and ES papers… when we burnt them up in smoke(credit goes to MOTA)… the day we got mechsol papers esp. AVG got them… oh gawd… what a paper he had written… i’ll be putting up its pics too along with this post… i mean… its a paper worth seeing.. changes the mood…lol.. hope u give more such papers dude :P

now that i am back home, i’m enjoying the super awesome food all over again  (hostel mess sucks BIG tym)… meeting old frnds and relaxing for a while…it seems now that three semesters passed away so soon… and the 4th one is approaching.. not far away… seems like engineering feels good but only after the end of every semester :P

and have a look at the pics showing AVG’s awesome papers and the way in which MOTA transformed them :)

Categories: Gen

December 10, 2008 Sahil Katyal Leave a comment

i got this super cool widget divi told me about :) thanx for that… it displays the mood i’m in at the moment… its on the right sidebar… check it out!!!

Categories: Gen

If Only…

December 9, 2008 Sahil Katyal 16 comments

we walked through the park hand in hand, thinking of all the good time we had together… the gentle breeze skimming through her hair jostling them like sweet dreams disturbed , the mild sunshine falling upon her eyes making them glisten more than ever, the butterflies flying past as if desiring a touch of her’s… everything seemed so beautiful, so pleasant… We wanted everything to remain like that… If only we could pause time… If only there was an alternative to departure everytime… If only leaving even for a few months was not so difficult, if only distance was not what it seems… If only, all these ‘IFs’ could be non hypothetical…..

There has to be light!!!

December 4, 2008 Sahil Katyal 16 comments

A happy life was what Fahtima had been craving for since she was a small girl. Born in a poor family, she never had the opportunity to have fun with dolls and other toys which were the only things children of her age liked. Whenever she saw someone playing with one, all she did was stare at him/her… after all what else could she do? Many a times she had wondered,” Why did God do this to me? Everyone else around me seems so happy, seem like they have all what they need… Then why am i an exception?”.

Years passed by. Things didn’t seem to change at all… Then one cold night, when she was all curled up on her cot, shivering…still in sleep, God came in her dreams, “Child, i know the world seems so much colourful to others than it does to you. It happens to everyone for a while. The life that i have designed is such that my every child will witness every scenario atleast once.Such that both good times and bad times, as you call them, will come to everyone. The time u are going through right now is not agony, its just an indication that the rest of your life is going to be so cheerful that it’ll make you forget this period in a flash. But for that, you must bear this moment in patience my dear Fahtima….” And with this God slowly faded away and Fahtima gained consciousness. Was it really God she had seen in her dreams or had she just imagined it to ease her pain. Whatever the answer be, she decided to go by what God had said. She patiently waited.

Then one day an educational scheme started in her village, and she being a brilliant student was taken into it on full scholarship. She put all her effort in her studies believing that maybe this was the path that God had chosen for her to enter a new world. And indeed it was. Soon under the scheme she was transferred to a high school of repute and then through a test entered a very famous university. She learnt to fund herself by taking tuitions alongwith her studies.

Today she’s in her final year and has numerous Job and other prospects. The new world really took her in and all it had required of her was patience in the beginning and a bit of dedication.
This is so much true for each one of us. Life may have so many ups and downs. Though the story i just wrote might have a bit exaggerated extremes, the purpose still is to tell that life is equal for everyone and every bad period in life should be dealt with patience with the belief that towards the end, there has to be joy, just like at the end of a tunnel there is always light…:)

Categories: Gen